october 15, 2002
goodbye
something came up.
i won't be posting here anymore.
thank you to everyone who has read.
but i have to abandon this part of me…
goodbye
something came up.
i won't be posting here anymore.
thank you to everyone who has read.
but i have to abandon this part of me…
OCTOBER 14, 2002
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okay im seriously sick of this stupid back and forth. if i coulde ven call it that.. i am currently writing this at 12:45 AM on a sunday night. or i guess a monday morning. whateve ri dont care..., im so exhsusted
bevs bullshit has been keeping…
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okay im seriously sick of this stupid back and forth. if i coulde ven call it that.. i am currently writing this at 12:45 AM on a sunday night. or i guess a monday morning. whateve ri dont care..., im so exhsusted
bevs bullshit has been keeping…
october 3, 2002
everything is bad
bev hasn't spoken to me in weeks and now ive started missing her in class. like all of my classes... im starting to get really really worried. she doesnt return my calls. she doesnt message me. i cant spot her on any of the usual forums. its driving me NUTS…
everything is bad
bev hasn't spoken to me in weeks and now ive started missing her in class. like all of my classes... im starting to get really really worried. she doesnt return my calls. she doesnt message me. i cant spot her on any of the usual forums. its driving me NUTS…
september 6, 2002
i got into a fight
soo.. something happened yesterday. i'm not too proud of it. like at all. okay?
look. there were these assholes picking on bev. it was like the fourth time just this week, and i swear to god they have absolutely ZERO concern for other…
i got into a fight
soo.. something happened yesterday. i'm not too proud of it. like at all. okay?
look. there were these assholes picking on bev. it was like the fourth time just this week, and i swear to god they have absolutely ZERO concern for other…
august 26, 2002
creative avenues for two?
well, that was definitely one of the first days of school ever. (it actually wasn't half bad considering there was no like, school-wide pepper spray crisis LOL) in fact, bev and i got most of the classes we wanted! earlier this summer we both agreed on choosing what…
creative avenues for two?
well, that was definitely one of the first days of school ever. (it actually wasn't half bad considering there was no like, school-wide pepper spray crisis LOL) in fact, bev and i got most of the classes we wanted! earlier this summer we both agreed on choosing what…
august 20, 2002
sweet 15!
still not even nearly an adult… but i'll get there eventually! hopefully, at least, haha <w<
today was surprisingly eventful for something so famously ignored as one of my birthdays. school this year doesn't start until next monday, so i actually got to…
sweet 15!
still not even nearly an adult… but i'll get there eventually! hopefully, at least, haha <w<
today was surprisingly eventful for something so famously ignored as one of my birthdays. school this year doesn't start until next monday, so i actually got to…
august 4, 2002
hell again soon
it's that wretched month, august, once again -- which, granted, does have my birthday in it... the same birthday that lands a week before the first day of school every year ;^;
not like i really celebrate it anyway! or…
hell again soon
it's that wretched month, august, once again -- which, granted, does have my birthday in it... the same birthday that lands a week before the first day of school every year ;^;
not like i really celebrate it anyway! or…
july 27, 2002
kazooie...
today (or i guess yesterday, as i'm writing this at 12AM on a saturday) bev told me something i haven't been able to stop thinking about. i was watching bev play banjo kazooie, and for some reason the topic of identity came up... i'm pretty sure it was like, for her entire life up to this point…
kazooie...
today (or i guess yesterday, as i'm writing this at 12AM on a saturday) bev told me something i haven't been able to stop thinking about. i was watching bev play banjo kazooie, and for some reason the topic of identity came up... i'm pretty sure it was like, for her entire life up to this point…
july 11, 2002
back to normal
how long has it been? a week? well it's felt like a month! annoying july 4th festivities aside, me and bev have finally gotten back into the groove of our usual mischief, heheheheh...
i talk to bev a lot about like, types of trees and bugs, or rather…
back to normal
how long has it been? a week? well it's felt like a month! annoying july 4th festivities aside, me and bev have finally gotten back into the groove of our usual mischief, heheheheh...
i talk to bev a lot about like, types of trees and bugs, or rather…
july 4, 2002
well, i cried
so we met up. aaaaaaaaaaanddd... it went well!! i think we're back on good terms, finally. bev seemed really reluctant seeing me face-to-face for the first time since the night of the incident, but i think we both knew what we wanted to say. i guess we both had something to apologize for! even if i…
well, i cried
so we met up. aaaaaaaaaaanddd... it went well!! i think we're back on good terms, finally. bev seemed really reluctant seeing me face-to-face for the first time since the night of the incident, but i think we both knew what we wanted to say. i guess we both had something to apologize for! even if i…
july 4, 2002
an awkward week...
so it's been a couple days since... the incident...
as embarrassing as it felt in the moment, i don't think it was that big of a deal. i just... made the wrong move at the wrong time, you could say. and ever since, bev and i have kind of been on…
an awkward week...
so it's been a couple days since... the incident...
as embarrassing as it felt in the moment, i don't think it was that big of a deal. i just... made the wrong move at the wrong time, you could say. and ever since, bev and i have kind of been on…
june 30, 2002
WE KISSED
IM NOT JOKING IVE BEEN LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS I FEEL SO STUPID SO SO SO SO STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID !!!!!!!!!
WE WERE UP AT OUR LOOKOUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND IDK WHAT IT WAS IN THE AIR…
WE KISSED
IM NOT JOKING IVE BEEN LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS I FEEL SO STUPID SO SO SO SO STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID !!!!!!!!!
WE WERE UP AT OUR LOOKOUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND IDK WHAT IT WAS IN THE AIR…
june 20, 2002
bev's lookout
bev took me to one of her favorite spots today! it's this really pretty lookout, up on a cliffside, about a 20 minute bike from our school (which sounds kinda bad, but it's worth it i swear!)
funnily enough, it's just behind this church my mom used to…
bev's lookout
bev took me to one of her favorite spots today! it's this really pretty lookout, up on a cliffside, about a 20 minute bike from our school (which sounds kinda bad, but it's worth it i swear!)
funnily enough, it's just behind this church my mom used to…
june 7, 2002
girls night pt. 2
uhm... okay....
i really have to get this off my chest. my mind has been swirling for the past like 12 hours. so i'm just gonna word vomit here.
so the sleepover went well, for the most part!! we did pretty…
girls night pt. 2
uhm... okay....
i really have to get this off my chest. my mind has been swirling for the past like 12 hours. so i'm just gonna word vomit here.
so the sleepover went well, for the most part!! we did pretty…
june 3, 2002
girls night
guys... bev invited me to a SLEEPOVER!!! ...okay, i know that might sound kinda lame but like, cmon! its like, just us two probably playing games the whole time. just a girls night, yknow? i'm honestly surprised both our parents agreed to this. anyway, just wanted to leave a quick update, lol…
girls night
guys... bev invited me to a SLEEPOVER!!! ...okay, i know that might sound kinda lame but like, cmon! its like, just us two probably playing games the whole time. just a girls night, yknow? i'm honestly surprised both our parents agreed to this. anyway, just wanted to leave a quick update, lol…
may 27, 2002
SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!! ...for about three months...
god, today was kind of a mess... just like it was last year. honestly the whole year was a mess... just like last year.
you know what i really don't understand? why the HELL…
SCHOOL IS FINALLY OVER!!! ...for about three months...
god, today was kind of a mess... just like it was last year. honestly the whole year was a mess... just like last year.
you know what i really don't understand? why the HELL…
may 18, 2002
a short freebie (oc story)
i felt like sharing a little excerpt of the story i'm currently working on! it'll be up on my FFN page later this year (if i can manage to finish it of course lol). though, it actually features original characters, and it's from a set of a few stories with this…
a short freebie (oc story)
i felt like sharing a little excerpt of the story i'm currently working on! it'll be up on my FFN page later this year (if i can manage to finish it of course lol). though, it actually features original characters, and it's from a set of a few stories with this…
may 9, 2002
omg we're so gonna fail this project...
I CANTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like tell me, what the hell does geometry even help you with in the future?! i can't think of a single applicable scenario other then using it in MORE SCHOOL later on. if anyone wants to message…
omg we're so gonna fail this project...
I CANTT AAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like tell me, what the hell does geometry even help you with in the future?! i can't think of a single applicable scenario other then using it in MORE SCHOOL later on. if anyone wants to message…
april 26, 2002
we walked home together!
omg i've been having the best lunches in a WHILE with this girl. thank you bev lol. and i'm SOOOO happy right now. like, listen... i didn't even ask her today. SHE asked MEE!!!
so she finally felt…
we walked home together!
omg i've been having the best lunches in a WHILE with this girl. thank you bev lol. and i'm SOOOO happy right now. like, listen... i didn't even ask her today. SHE asked MEE!!!
so she finally felt…
april 17, 2002
actual friends... maybe?
i've been talking with this girl at lunch for a couple weeks now, and i think we're really starting to hit it off! it's a bit cheesy (and possibly embarrassing) to say, but this is the first time since the beginning of high school that i've felt an actual genuine connection…
actual friends... maybe?
i've been talking with this girl at lunch for a couple weeks now, and i think we're really starting to hit it off! it's a bit cheesy (and possibly embarrassing) to say, but this is the first time since the beginning of high school that i've felt an actual genuine connection…
april 5, 2002
finally speaking to that girl
coming off spring break, i decided i want to make the most of my sophomore year as i can. i already spent a year doing absolutely nothing with my social life, and expecting to absolutely hate existence the second i walk through the school doors…
finally speaking to that girl
coming off spring break, i decided i want to make the most of my sophomore year as i can. i already spent a year doing absolutely nothing with my social life, and expecting to absolutely hate existence the second i walk through the school doors…
march 12, 2002
second period incident
(C.W.!!!!!!!! BLOOD STUFF!!!!)
okay so basically, i'm in my second class of the day (which is geometry, gross) and the teacher is calling on people to do presentations. a tale as old as time, right? well, obviously some…
second period incident
(C.W.!!!!!!!! BLOOD STUFF!!!!)
okay so basically, i'm in my second class of the day (which is geometry, gross) and the teacher is calling on people to do presentations. a tale as old as time, right? well, obviously some…
march 1, 2002
another dreadful week?
high school is such a nightmare, honestly. i don't think thats at all a controversial thing to say. but i try to see the best in the worst! for one, it's friday, but more importantly, it's just a couple weeks off from spring break now…
another dreadful week?
high school is such a nightmare, honestly. i don't think thats at all a controversial thing to say. but i try to see the best in the worst! for one, it's friday, but more importantly, it's just a couple weeks off from spring break now…
february 23, 2002
test post
blah blah blah writing longer just to see what happens hopefully this fixes the width issue idk
i got this new camcorder for christmas so i intend to use it!!!
test photo belowwww :p…
test post
blah blah blah writing longer just to see what happens hopefully this fixes the width issue idk
i got this new camcorder for christmas so i intend to use it!!!
test photo belowwww :p…
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