so it's been a couple days since... the incident...

as embarrassing as it felt in the moment, i don't think it was that big of a deal. i just... made the wrong move at the wrong time, you could say. and ever since, bev and i have kind of been on not-speaking terms... okay, really it's bev that has refused to speak to me for the most part. heh... uhm

but!!! i've been messaging her, and she finally agreed to meet and hopefully make up. so i'm gonna try to talk it out with her tonight at the firework show, and i pray- like PRAYYY that she doesn't think i'm a total weirdo. just wish me good luck!