soo... something happened yesterday. i'm not too proud of it. like at all. okay?

look. there were these assholes picking on bev. it was like the fourth time just this week, and i swear to god they have absolutely ZERO concern for other people as just like... yknow, living breathing human beings. for something so soon into the year this was already the LAST FUCKING STRAW. seeing bev get punted up against her locker... something just snapped. idk.

it's actually a lot worse than it sounds. bev actually got dragged into this because she didn't want me to get the shit beat out of me. nonetheless, i think i would've been seeing red. especially after getting punched in the eye. it's left a really bad bruise on my left side. i feel like i have to blame myself for that though. as well as me and bev's suspension... yeah.

she never should have gotten caught up in that, but because of me she... did... and i guess that's that.

i think bev is really upset with me.