so we met up. aaaaaaaaaaanddd... it went well!! i think we're back on good terms, finally. bev seemed really reluctant seeing me face-to-face for the first time since the night of the incident, but i think we both knew what we wanted to say. i guess we both had something to apologize for! even if it was mainly my fault...

long story short, bev just felt bad about reacting so... strongly. and coldly, which honestly isn't that out of character for her, haha. but uhm, i still feel pretty horrible about just kissing her out of nowhere like that, as i should. maannn... someone needs to like, keep me down on planet earth so stupid shit like that doesn't happen.

oh, more importantly, bev actually gave me an apology gift... aand, it genuinely made me start sobbing. in front of bev. like a big baby. who knew i could feel even stupider than i already did? :>

seriously though, it's so fucking cute. it's this pair of little kandi bracelets... with "BFF" engraved on three of the beads. like... WHAT THE HELL!??? i don't think i'm ever taking this thing off my wrist like... UGHHH