april 17, 2002
actual friends... maybe?
i've been talking with this girl at lunch for a couple weeks now, and i think we're really starting to hit it off! it's a bit cheesy (and possibly embarrassing) to say, but this is the first time since the beginning of high school that i've felt an actual genuine connection with someone. oh, i probably forgot to mention before too -- her name is beverly! though she really insists on me calling her bev. so bev it is!
we usually spend lunch talking about anime or making fun of our classmates across the cafeteria, lol. it's really the only time we get to talk to each other because of our weird seating chart in geometry... i don't even know why a high school teacher still cares about where exactly his students sit, like seriously!! though, i really wish that we had more time to talk to each other. maybe one day i'll even get comfortable enough to show her my FFN page, as embarrassing as it might be... NOT LIKE I'VE GOT ANYTHING WEIRD BUT!!! like, i'm just really passionate about my work...
enough about my stories though! i'll continue to keep my blog updated with how things go between us. i'm excited!!!!