when i met you for the first time
it felt like the world was pointing
in my exact direction
i never thought i could like someone
as much as you
and the day we kissed
i felt above the world
beyond every individual atom in the universe
or maybe it was just an unfortunate coincidence
if i hadn't flown so far off the face of the earth
maybe i could've actually met you
the real you
and you would still be here
a better person living a better life
i can't help but feel like this is all my fault
if only i'd never sat beside you
then none of this
would have played out the way it did
forgive me, bev